Hello!

I guess it have been a super long time since i last blogged. Reason for it, hmm. The first reason is that I think I will blurt out all the sad things that happen to me and the second is that perhaps I have been too addicted to facebook game- Restaurant City. Thirdly is that I don't know where to start. =X

Alright. Updates.
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Sadly, I haven't recieve any offer from NUS. They did called me up for a discretionary interview. At first, I thought there was perhaps a glimpse of hope. But, I screwed up the interview. The interviewers seem to shoot some arrows into my heart. First, they asked me "So... you got an E for GP right? " (one shot in the heart) and I was needed to explain that. The second shot come from literature in english marks. And then , the worst is that the mistake came from my part. They asked me to give an example of the recent news except the swine flu. Oh gosh! Why didn't I read the news?!! There, I was stunned by this question. I guess even if I tried to blabber about my leadership qualities in school , I think they don't seem to bother about it. =X I don't know. I just hope these intuitions are wrong.Hopefully, I can be given a chance. =[ Seriously, I am really taken aback by the strong competition. I can't get into my first choice in NTU, and I regretted for not feeling the strong competition beforehand. Now, I feel abit lost about the future. The future seems bleak. My life seems to have alot of regrets. First, I regret not putting more effort in my Alevel. Second, I regretted applying only to two Uni. ( should have apply to all uni ) Third, I regretted not being prepared for my NUS interview. Oh, but life can't be full of regrets. Living regretfully is a horrible feeling. You can't feel happiness from it, it make you sink even lower. So, I tried my best not to think of it and let nature take its course. But, whenever the thoughts came unknowingly, it still haunts. Whenever I see students in uniform in the public, I can't help thinking that I need to tell them to study hard or else you will regret it like me. =[ But then again, these regretful incidents also help me gain some valuable lesson in return.=]

OKay. I don't know if I am paranoid or what.But, hopefully a miracle happens.I don't wish to worry my parents too. Although I got my last choice in NTU ( which I think I put it in without much thought), I think I should try to like it and see what is it like this saturday. =D Yeah. All the best to me and everyone who are still awaiting their acceptance. I think it is a long wait but we got to hang in there i guess. Nothing much to do but wait.

TADA.!

I am practically a "zhai nui"now. Cox, haven't really been intouch with alot of friends. The last friend that I met was Kaixian. And the last last friend I met again was also Kaixian. Just asked her how long it was ago, and this could confirmed that my social life is quite limited. Well, recently have been busy preparing my students for their exams. But, it is really scary. I mean , I think it is only when their exam dates are near, you realise that you haven't prepare them very much for the exams. I think I am even more worried than my students. They are in a playful mood while I was like very nervous when we are revising together. =X Okay. Again , I asked my friend " hopefully" to help. "Hopefully" they will pass their exams. =]]I don't want to be a bad teacher nor a teacher who doesn't help the students improve. But, mummy says I can't stress myself too much over their exams. Just like the 9pm show.=X

Alright. No more time to write on. Got to go and teach tuition. Hope to see everyone soon. =D

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