Monday, November 26, 2007 Y 7:53 AM

Oh my god. what i posted was gone just now. a few seconds ago.
The half-dead blog could be declared alive by dec. Currently , i am using kxian's computer. thanks, my friend!!

Anyway, grandma just passed away 2 weeks ago. It sounds sad and really was. It was just so sudden. Well, i get to see her the day before she died in hospital. It wasn't the old grandma and i don't like it. I prefer her friendly face though tired at times. Well, that was the first time i ever seen a coffin so near and attended a funeral and watched the burying process. It is not nice at all, definitely not. =]

Well, we went for 2 rituals, the buddhist and the " dao jiao". =]] i JUST wished she is alright in heaven. That's what we heard from aunts and uncles. I think mum is quite brave initially. When news came of grandma was in critical condition, she did not cry while the rest of my aunts did. This reminds me of an a'level chinese passage on " papa de hua er luo le". Mum is brave and calm and i admire her for that.
But humans are made of flesh and emotions, it was also the first time that i saw mummy cried.( sHE seems fierce and strong at times) Well, i did put the situation in my shoes. If it was me, i dunno how i will react. Grandma taught me a lesson and that is to cherish people around you with no regrets, i guess.

Well, i stayed in m'sia for like 2 weeks with mum to company grandpa. Quite unbearable as there seems virtually nothing to do. Sad to say, i woke up quite late. The days went on while i babysits my aunt's child- renren. He is cute and one year old only. But i was guilty when i caused him to fall just 2 days before we are going to leave. The accident was due to my neligience. =[[ sad la. full of guilts and everyone knows it is because of me that he suffered the wound. oohooh..
-.-

Grandpa seems bored too. I hope he can find a hobby soon to curb his boredness and loneliness.

Shall blog more when the time comes. ^^

happy always!!