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Monday, February 25, 2008 Y 5:45 AM


Oppps. I think i am totally a slow poke in learning and doing homework. shoots. spent 3 hours in the morning to do chem ionic eqm tutorial. OMG. -.-

Hmm, i think i have to train myself to be fast paced but how???sigh.

alright. just post for fun~~

There are simply too many homework and stuff awaiting infront of me...
=[


Saturday, February 23, 2008 Y 1:22 PM


eVENIng!!
Anyway, i think my previous post is really a post of emotions. The thing is well, dun really wished to blow the matter up. I guessed i cried too easily. i have been swept away by a wave of emotions. ( song lyrics)~~~ Anyway,the guys had apologised and wenfang & gang had helped us rebutted them. I seriously want to close the issue. We just have to learn to be immune to it, that's what i think. The most important thing is that everyone are coping well with our studies. That is of utmost importance NOW ^^ I really meant it. JIAYOU =))

I got alot of things to say.
Firstly, yesterday was the announcement of the Youth Olympic Games 2010. I think it is an honour that MY school, JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE , is coordinally invited to create the atmosphere and to cheer the crowd. We did a fantastic job. Try catching some of us in the Tv ^^. THE JJ leaders are really cheering. We just brought the whole JJ atmosphere into Padang. Did mass dance and cheers all the way. JJ rocks!! SINGAPOREANS ROCKS!! SINGAPORE ROCKS!! we won the 1st ever held youth olympic games x) Thanks for all the hard work by the ministers.

Anyway, there was a reporter who came to ask us questions on how do we feel when s'pore was announced as the winner ? and what do we want to tell the rest of the world? I think we ( jingmin, huixin, sita & i) were really shocked by a reporter. Somehow, the answers given doesn't seemed ideal to the reporter as she appeared baffled by our answers. =0 To reflect back, i guessed the answers that we gave seems more appropriate during National day. haha. ( shall not disclosed it )

Well, we watched a video concerning both the city of s'pore and moscow.(like an advertisement). I think the moscow's advertisement is quite pretty as it showed a little girl swaying her hair with a really nice expression. S'pore is also special as the video showed the different cultures that we have in s'pore. Somehow, i would still want to visit moscow cox the city do seems pretty too.

The emcee for the day when it is time for JJ to host it ( or to delay time), is pearlyn and apple ( a senior from the 24th batch). I think both are them are great =]] Apple is really matchless, i guessed. I really salute him when he can dance non-stop and come up with weird but nice dance moves. He can really rock the dance floor. ^^ trust me =) The whole atmosphere was so high that at the end of the day, some students stay back to party the night with us. We danced and danced and danced...

My partner was sita. But we don't care, just danced with all our heart and sweat out. It is really a super nice time. x] It is like a stress-reliving time, and is better than during PC hours. =)) haa. Anyway, i guessed that's the last time we , J2s can dance till like this. So, ya, just shake all the way~~ whoots! I will definitely miss JJ at the end of the year. =]


We did a nation cheer, and it goes like : sounds quite funny but the student audience enjoyed it very well. =]]

Give me a red, red!
Give me a white, white!
Give me a five star, five star!new moon!
Singapore, yay!
Singapore singapore, yay! yay! yay!
yay! yay! yay! yay!( with different hand movements)'

Alright. After the event, we went to eat at Raffles city with bryan & kokyao. A quick and simple dinner. Then we tried to hail a cab home while sita went off by bus( cox her house is so near!)In the end , the trip home was rather ex. Glad to say am safely back at home x)
YOG will always remain in my memories. with all the jumpings and stuff. PLus, that's the first time we enter the legal building to put our bags. It seems cool. =]]

some photos:

Me and jingmin in bus 8 while on the route to padang!! whee!! we are so excited x)praying.. =]]


If i am not wrong, this is sita's hand. she was jumping with joy if i remembered correctly, why would the hand shoot up in the air then?

tHAT'S what you see when you looked up at the sky as s'pore is announced as the winner x)

The sweaty four of us!! Our happiness for the country^^

Just a portion of the crowd & you know there is one word to describe the rest - massive!


Finally an ugly pic of me =) an anticipated one. anyway, red bull never tastes so nice as that day. We were extremely thirsty!! I remembered i almost puke when i drank red bull for the first time during the night to make gifts for our J1 ex-campers.

Well, here is where all the pieces of sliver and red paper ended up- on the floor! Feel so sorry for the cleaners cleaning up. it is going to take a long time... =[
Most importantly, let's not litter! ^^

Yay!! finally see nat at the end of the day~


Me!! with the UFO above me =)) okay, that sounded lame. ^^ anyway, the night scenery is beautiful =)


Sita act cute at night? =p

the 5 of us!! if you can't see the other one, who is none other than natalie, she is at the back of me =)

Back to today: today 's PC lessons was indeed very fun. We played captain ball and the relationship between the girls in our class got closer. It doesn't really matter who win at the end of the day. We cheered for each other and did our punishment together. =] Isn't that great? I think people , no matter what, will be separated and grouped by common interests. But at times, there are still some things that is able to bond them. So yyupp. 07S07 girls rocks!! especially me!! haha. =p=p=p

By the way, today is really a super sporty day for me. There is PC and even badminton recreational activities after school . We (jm, sita, hx & kx)made our way to the hall and play!! seems quite cool. Then, i wondered if the hall of our school is really very dirty as we are constantly stepping on it. =X Anyway, my badminton skills is not that good. Sita commented that the balls that i hit are all like soft with no energy. I wondered what's wrong with me. We are all girls but how come i hit with less force? This isn't the first day i heard this comment. That time during sec 2 badminton with jiawei they all, the same problem arise.. Feel so bad at badminton. Though it was a sweat-it-out lesson, i must really improve my badminton after a 'level !!

Forget every bad memories and i wanna live my life with happy days ahead!!
Jiayou xuelian!! you rock my life x)


Thursday, February 21, 2008 Y 8:53 AM


Today is a super eventful day. and i hate this very day. I really hate it.

Right from the start, the first lesson was chemistry and we arrived at the LT before the boys came first.In case you don't know, there are 2 rows for 07s07. One of the row has broken tables.It is a very sad thing that we are to give up our seats to let the boys who hadn't come into the LT and sita ended up sitting on the chair with the broken table. I don't feel good for her. I don't understand, why do we have to give up seats for them?? Isn't that a guy job? yaa..are we to sacrifice ourselves to let them sit? WHY? In the end, the seats that were left for the boys were not sat. They sat at other places. =[ why?? I think it is really very childish..

In maths lecture, i can't believe that it happened. I think it is really very sad to have all our classmateship ended up like this. Just what is happening ? I don't really know. sigh.All along, i have always been hoping that our clique's relationship with the class will not be so bad. But it seems that our conflict can never be resolved.

After what had happened during chemistry, i don't wish for the scene to reanact. The guys and my clique wants to sit on the same row in maths lecture. In the end, we occupied the seat first. But there left no place for Benja and they want a seat for him. So, i decided not to be so bad that it is we are the ones snapping their seats. After all, the total number of seats available on that row is just nice. It is that i think most of us wouldn't like to sit in the LT with the table on our left hand side. So, we asked for an exchange of direction of seating since some of them agree to sit on seats with table at the left hand side. We came to that agreement with them,but there was no action. They didn't move, they were waiting for us to move. We have 6 people, they have 4 people. Aaron was getting sick and tired of all our talkings that he said in an unkind manner of us to shut up and just sit. I think i feel like bursting la. of all the trouble.WHAT the -.- Do you really think i care? Isn't it your wishes to book a seat for benja that we had decided to move so that everyone are sitting on the same row?? So that we will not argue, so that your will not say we are selfish. Why?? We could have just had our butt stuck on the seats. why all the bother? why is kind intentions seen as a KPO kind of thing? What wrong have we/I done?? I can't help but stop to feel that it is hopeless. A hopeless thing. A simply hopeless thing.

Why are other classes, though they have cliques are able to communicate with each other properly? But in my class, this very class of mine, it seems that our relationship can turn sour easily as anything. I think i should just mind my own business, my own world. I shouldn't have care so much. I shouldn't . I really shouldn't. It seems that it is all my fault. I really feels super sad that even after one year, things doesn't seems to get any better.

Kaixin told me something which i reflected alot. If the guys said that weiqing was ungentlemanly when he didn't give up his taxi for wenfang, how could they say they are less ungentlemanly as him when they didn't even give up seats to the ladies during lectures? I am utterly dissappinted that i agree to the truth.

Comparing again my secondary school guys, even when some seems mugger type or non-mugger type, they were gentlemen at times. sigh.

For now, i do not know who is wrong or right. I am in no more mood to decipher or feel the truth. All i know is the days ahead will be of silence with each other. if you know what i meant...


Y 8:08 AM


No way!! No way will i cry because of them. I will keep the tears in my eyes, at least it shall not drip. At least, i shall make sure it doesn't drip. At least, it have to stay there.It is not worth it if i shed my tears for them. No, i will not.
But the tears didn't stay. It rolled down when i heard consolling words from my friends. WHY??!! why am i crying?? NO. i must cry. I have to cry...


Tuesday, February 19, 2008 Y 11:21 AM


Oppps. i guessed everyone is really sick and tired of the new year post. =X haa. Been super busy with alot of things. NOw, to count back about the things that i had been busy with, it was in fact an" i don't know" answer. =[

Whoots~ This week is going to be a super uber busy week again. With lit test and bio SPA which i haven't started on either one of them. HELP!!

i CAN'T stop helping to think that i have been deteriorating in my studies. Subjects like chemistry is becoming a kind of stressful subject. So,is maths. It pains me when i find that i can't do a question. =[[ sigh. what the hell are you doing , xuelian?? BUCK UP!!! TIME is all i need. But it just slipped past me.


Anyway, for valantine's day. I think it is a joyful thing to say that it was the first time i recieved flowers!! whoots! But there is a sad thing about recieving the flowers which is that it isn't from my secret admirer!! but from a friend. =[ How i wish is prince charming.. haha. But that friend who is none other than CCK,really makes my day. I think he makes the day not only for me but for the several other's girlfriends who recieved the stalk of flowers. ^^ So, yay! the joy is shared!=DDD
But of cox, he bought a bouquet for his special someone. -cough-

anyway, yup. I think valentine's day is seriously not a day for lessons. My girl gang and i were busy exchanging gifts with one another during biology lecture. We bought each other sweet stuff that really makes the day seems happy !! Some wrote sincere words( i hope so.. haa. just joking) which really touches. =]]However, Ms Wann was really busy trying to catch the attention of everyone on that day. My apologies to abbie too that i broke my promise. I shall pay back de. ^^


After biology , we were all crazy with love!!


My V-day goodie bag!! x) Sweet illusions with PINK!


How happy was i to recieve the flower^^

A stark contrast with the previous emotion. =X


Yay! Pink is me again!!!


That's sita with the my gift for her on the sch shirt.. ^^ PInk is US!! Looks like her heart is popping out! is it because of me?? x)


That's jingmin and huixin !! They are playing with Pink again!


Nat also recieved a flower which i also find it quite nice^^


nEXT , let's welcome the next ABC presidential candidate and it goes to : MS natalie!! ( tsk* the candidate is shocked!!) x)


A round of applause again ^^ ( oh ya! The bouquet belongs to huixin^^, i see lots of envy eyes. ) =]]


Nat with my stalk of flower plus THE BIG LOVE FOR V -DAY!!


After which , we decides to take a whole photo and the result was o.o


Finally a nice photo with nat's sexy pose to end the day^^

After which i had an og dinner with my og mates. In fact, only a pathetic few turned up. But it's ok , we enjoyed our day. ( except for the times being bullied)tsk* tsk*. The dinner at sakae was great with the accompany of an unknown boy who caused us to have our voice bombarding the whole restaurant. x) It was also the first time i tried sashimi!! with cynthia and peishin. The flesh is not bad, i mean, quite smooth. Hope to eat at sakae again. ^^


Well, the red flower of mine was DESTROYED on the day itself by Ken. -.- He snapped me from talking but instead knocked my flowers down, and it died. sad. sad. =[[
What a poor thing !!

Oh ya! Hadn't been blogging for the weekends as i was rushing to and fro to malaysia. Hmmm, down there, i became a babysitter. ^^ For those who are baby lovers, you may scroll down to view the cute babies. For those who are anti-babies, i appreciated your reading. hope the bottom image still cheer you up ^^



That's me and my cute cousin -xianxian. ^^
Well, she was drawing something and i was interuppting her to look at the camera while she drew. " xian, look up & smile, smile!!", there! That's her smile xD

That's at my grandma's house. This is my baby cousin boy of my 10th aunt. Well, he is also very cute, can't stay still. Somehow, don't you find that he looked abit like benja of our class? ^^Of cox, my cousin boy is cuter x)


Here is renren. In case, you find it ambigous. He is my cousin boy , the brother of the baby in the previous pic. Well, sometimes, some baby girl also mistook him as girl & wants to play with him. But he really had the nicest skin and biggest eyes =]]


xianxian and renren

Cutie xian xian x)

OMG, what are they doing? LOL. anyway, xianxian may seems small, but she is really fierce when there is a fight. haa. ^^ Don't mess around, ok?


Last but not least, this is my baby cousin girl, newly born in dec. THat's me holding on to her. ^^

Ok. got to go. cant post much. Time for homework ^^


Thursday, February 7, 2008 Y 8:19 AM


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
I guessed everyone had gone for their visiting. ^^ May everyone get lots of red packests. x))

Anyway, i had been at home throughout the process of the "oink oink" year changing to a "squeak squeak" year!! Sitting infront of the television while watching the show of the mediacorp artistes cheering for the new year. Somehow, i just fall asleep. It was only when they shouted :" 10.. 9... 8... 7..." whoops! I then woke up to count together . haax. Quite a tiring day yesterday. But i hope from this point, this year onwards, i will be better!! Most importantly is the ability to battle in the exam hall. ^^

Well, i feel like blogging about what happened yesterday and the day before yesterday. The day before yesterday was a tuesday. I think the lesson ended quite alright because we were able to skip maths. ( there was no maths lessons!!) Mr loew had taught finished sampling tut and assign. We were FREE!!

After which, we were to go for PC. NOt many went for PC. but I did !! although there were warnings earlier that we could be doing our 2.4 km run. =(( Luckily, those were rumours as we managed to run only 2 rounds and practise our 5 stations. =] We were divided into groups but our group is the slowest. But it doesn't matter as it was really a very relaxed PC lesson. =]]

AfterPC, we continue doing a card for one of our teacher ^^. Well, i flute my filter paper. Then, sita did an interesting thing. She drew faces on the filter paper. and that was what we did later:

DA DUH~~


We played with the face!! Can you guessed who is this??


another guess??



and a highly confident face!! WHO???


A two-finger pose!


AND THIS?? SHE had a different face from the previous pics. ^^


And this is a face i drew myself. I bet you say that it is not as nice, which i agreed. But i just slipped on this chance. I guessed my artistry could be better. x)
sOMEHOW, on second look, it looked like a mouse! yay! Happy new year. ^^

Ohh!! there is still this double face pose. x)) The faces are not proportionate. =oO


Anyway, we went to school on new year's eve to lao yusheng. But i think there were quite many people in our class who couldn't make it.ya, quite strange. But, we managed to squeeze at every table that is assigned for each class. Overall, i think the experience is special. JVS never had that.But we dun really knows how to lao yusheng. As the saying goes, lao yusheng should be to lao as high as possible. BUt we are doing in a different direction. We lao the yusheng outwards from the plate that contain the yusheng. Seems yucky initially. HHAAHAAA. BUT we still ate it. except for beep and huiyee i guessed. The sight is really YUCKY!! TOO bad, i was hungry and that was my " breakfast " .=]

A beautiful mess that we had made out of it. =X

I think everyone only ate the biscuits cox that was the nicest thing i guessed.

Below are mostly pics of nat cox she took the most photos. haa x)


Eating yusheng pic 1 (back to childhood times)

Eating yusheng pic 2


Nat feeding Ms Lim, our new civics teacher cum chem teacher. ^^ SAY " AHHHH"~~ =]]

nat PLAYING WIth chopsticks.

My turn to eat with jingmin ^^ say ahhh again. x)


I think this pic is very familiar. hmm, exactly as the same pose. The two no-nos. =]]


A pic with jingmin and nat who had gone crazy after eating the yusheng. =p


Me and sita!!! She was the prettiest among all as she was wearing homeclothes.we didn't meant to pangsei her to wear home clothes. It was really a shock that alot JJCIANS WORE Home clothes. That's because, during racial harmony day, they didn't. =X


The emcees for the day. ^^ Yingquan + ___ (sorry, i forgot her name)



The councilors did a mass dance. Really bought the atmosphere up HIGH x)


Quite an awkward pic indeed.

That's jingmin with her sec school friend " mao chong", i think. x) tHey exchanged bags!It's cute !!! ( which reminds me of what xian told me before).

SChool ended around 9+ . But i went home to bath first before meeting jiawei, shila and kaining at jurong east mrt. we are going to CCK!!! my second trip there. =] Well, it turned out that LOT 1 wasn't as big as i thought. In addition, it was squeezy!!

wE were sooo hungry and we couldn't find a seat in any fast food restuarant ( it was jammed with students!!) so we decided to go Pizza hut. I think eating pizzas without student price really pains the hearT. But this time round, the experience is different. =]]


Shila with the pizza X)

THAT'S jiawei ( and the only pic i have of him ). He was eating the prosperity pizza. ^^


One additional thing: i didn't realised that pizzas were so oily until i saw the plate. -.- GOODNESS GRACIOUS. THE AMOuNT OF reflection = AMount of OIL. ya. right. all fast food are fattening. =x

Shila eating the pizza. she do had the appetite and the condition( being underweight) to do so. argh!! envy her!!

We were entittled to 2 pizzas. BUT we waited for almost 1 hour plus to have our second pizza served. Those customers who came in later than us had ate finished before we do. Was really hopping impatiently for the 2nd pizza. IN the end, the waitress came to say that the manager will treat us to another bowl of soup to compensate our waiting time. =X I guessed that sort of calm us down a little. But the soup really made us so full that some of us couldn't finish the second pizza when it came. =X WORST!! I HAVE GROWN FATTER!!!
SOB.

ok. i guessed i got to go. Hope that the coming new year i will ironically slim down. =]] bye!! enjoy the hols!!





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