Well, I finally went to the tea session on saturday. I met up with Linda who was also admitted to the same course as me as well as her friend, fenglan who was also from JJC. Well, it was quite nice that they got fresh shuttle bus to bring us there and the people look friendly. I was surprised to saw Michelle and Jasmine from S8 and Chingkang too. There were quite alot of many people there. The professor gave a welcome speech and stated all the competitive part of the school. We were also given a tour around the place. They filled us with details about how new the school was and how up to date were the equipment with some costing millions. The labaratory was marvellous. I mean, back in my school JC days and sec school days, a class of 30plus pupils were to share a fume cupboard while over there, you got to have your own cozy fume cupboard to perform your experiments. The fume cupboard looks very new too, framed with a sliding "door" and white polishing. Linda and her friend seems to be amused by the fact that we could learn forensic science in year 1. She told me about how her friends who learned forensic science to gather fingerprints using powder.
Well, although the whole place looks really great and new and the professors seems more than willing to teach us and give everyone an opportunity to shine, I just feel that I can't feel myself becoming a chemist and working in a lab in future. However, if there are not many other options, I think I will just accept fate. I do agree that being a chemist actually opens up to a great variety of job and you can switch to another line in future. So, what matters is obtaining that degree yea? I think I need to start loving it. Biology cannot be my option as much as I love it, because I find that my path will be limited.( I don't dare to experiment on animals. =[) It can only be learned as a knowledge and not a career. SIGH. Hopefully heaven will present a miracle for me ^^ I do wish everyone will do well too!!! Whatever the path lies ahead, I think everyone will still have to move on. So xuelian, start loving chemistry!!! C double-bonded to O is back again!

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Other than that, on saturday, F6 finally got a GATHERING !!! YES, I MEAN GATHERING! although sita was not there with us.=[ Thanks to huixin for organising it. Well, it was a belated birthday gathering for natalie. ( Opps! Her birthday was actually very looooong ago!) haha. Hopefully she doesn't mind and I haven't passed her one more gift. Anyway, it was really nice meeting up! I mean I miss all of them! We haven't laughed like crazy for years months! Although I have to leave the group for awhile to attend my Japanese lessons, it was nice that they waited for me to rejoin. However, when I rejoined the group , I realised that they are in a deep state of laughter. okay. I really like laughing with them till your stomach feels pain. Anyway, we had JIA XIANG MIAN for dinner. It was quite nice. Somehow, whenever f5 gathers, I always have this feeling that everyone is looking. So, when they accompany me to the NTUC to buy some groceries, we did became the centre of attraction for a while and also at MAC. =X Well, hope to meet up with them again! And, I awaits the class outing and other events coming up! =D Got to have some life ^^ Perhaps I think this month I might have some social life kicking in. Missed all my friends. =D take care.

Hello!

I guess it have been a super long time since i last blogged. Reason for it, hmm. The first reason is that I think I will blurt out all the sad things that happen to me and the second is that perhaps I have been too addicted to facebook game- Restaurant City. Thirdly is that I don't know where to start. =X

Alright. Updates.
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Sadly, I haven't recieve any offer from NUS. They did called me up for a discretionary interview. At first, I thought there was perhaps a glimpse of hope. But, I screwed up the interview. The interviewers seem to shoot some arrows into my heart. First, they asked me "So... you got an E for GP right? " (one shot in the heart) and I was needed to explain that. The second shot come from literature in english marks. And then , the worst is that the mistake came from my part. They asked me to give an example of the recent news except the swine flu. Oh gosh! Why didn't I read the news?!! There, I was stunned by this question. I guess even if I tried to blabber about my leadership qualities in school , I think they don't seem to bother about it. =X I don't know. I just hope these intuitions are wrong.Hopefully, I can be given a chance. =[ Seriously, I am really taken aback by the strong competition. I can't get into my first choice in NTU, and I regretted for not feeling the strong competition beforehand. Now, I feel abit lost about the future. The future seems bleak. My life seems to have alot of regrets. First, I regret not putting more effort in my Alevel. Second, I regretted applying only to two Uni. ( should have apply to all uni ) Third, I regretted not being prepared for my NUS interview. Oh, but life can't be full of regrets. Living regretfully is a horrible feeling. You can't feel happiness from it, it make you sink even lower. So, I tried my best not to think of it and let nature take its course. But, whenever the thoughts came unknowingly, it still haunts. Whenever I see students in uniform in the public, I can't help thinking that I need to tell them to study hard or else you will regret it like me. =[ But then again, these regretful incidents also help me gain some valuable lesson in return.=]

OKay. I don't know if I am paranoid or what.But, hopefully a miracle happens.I don't wish to worry my parents too. Although I got my last choice in NTU ( which I think I put it in without much thought), I think I should try to like it and see what is it like this saturday. =D Yeah. All the best to me and everyone who are still awaiting their acceptance. I think it is a long wait but we got to hang in there i guess. Nothing much to do but wait.

TADA.!

I am practically a "zhai nui"now. Cox, haven't really been intouch with alot of friends. The last friend that I met was Kaixian. And the last last friend I met again was also Kaixian. Just asked her how long it was ago, and this could confirmed that my social life is quite limited. Well, recently have been busy preparing my students for their exams. But, it is really scary. I mean , I think it is only when their exam dates are near, you realise that you haven't prepare them very much for the exams. I think I am even more worried than my students. They are in a playful mood while I was like very nervous when we are revising together. =X Okay. Again , I asked my friend " hopefully" to help. "Hopefully" they will pass their exams. =]]I don't want to be a bad teacher nor a teacher who doesn't help the students improve. But, mummy says I can't stress myself too much over their exams. Just like the 9pm show.=X

Alright. No more time to write on. Got to go and teach tuition. Hope to see everyone soon. =D

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